the little girl inside that died ...

current mood:

currently listening to: souvlaki space station -slowdive

currently reading: the hunger games

i need you everywhere; in everything ...

where ever i go; whatever i see ...

it is all a magnified version of you; past, present, & future

i want to feel you in my bones, in my marrow, furrowing deep beneath the many layers of tissue & sinew i possess within this mortal coil of a shell

your vibrations travel within me, in waves overflowing, crashing to the ground with a resonance,

this beautiful lexis is so ambiguously translated, that ...

that i cannot bear to decipher where it will go or where these things will take me

my nose stings against the breeze of where you carry me, through the night ...

you take me down, s'very far down from what i've ever known

only to bring me back to majestic heights of drowsy unawares

pleasures unknown, not ever sought after...

as a child, thinking i would never care about so much of what you have brought me into,

yet i maintain my childlike image, in an eternal vial of reproach ...

... you will forever be the Thing that has saved me from drowning in a volatile puddle of my own self-hating ways ...