The realm of covetedness: i have a dick on my face, don't i?

current mood: this is planet "look-at-me, LOOK-AT-ME"

currently listening to: sexy boy -air

currently watching: 10 things i hate about you

LOOKIT WHAT MAH NETBOOK CAN DO LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

this is what i have been reduced to.

something so, so, so fucked up happened in these past few weeks. & i can't even talk about it. i want to die inside & the sadist inside me keeps laughing. i'm so glad i don't have the desire to murder myself anymore. otherwise i'd be dead right now.

FUCK

Enjoys:

Complaining, video games, and playing my beat up piece of shit Ibanez that I still love and adore cause she's my baby.

I also enjoy:

Learning as much as I possibly can about mental disorders, especially Autism and OCD, drawing, writing, reading, smelling things that shouldn't be smelled, collecting animals for my personal amusement (especially baby ones) and listening to 8-bit (chiptune) music. There is also a morbid fascination for all things of a blasphemous/ungodly-like nature in there somewhere, which really sucks sometimes, considering that I usually try to put Jesus first in my life. But alas, that is irony, and I am CHOCK FULL of that shit.

But all in all, life has been good to me. I have 3 teens, whom I adore & make me laugh so hard till I cry, which is a good thing, I s'pose.

My husband has this same affect on me, thank my lucky stars.

He sort of reminds me of a Minotaur.

Either that, or the evil elf wizard named Dalamar from the Dragonlance Novels.

If only I was HIS "Shalafi"....

*sighs heavily*

The realm of covetedness

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

i have a dick on my face, don't i?

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